Monday, October 28, 2013

One and Only :)

      Talk about happy stuffs, i almost forget that i have a prince in life ( if he reads this, he'll kill me for sure) LoL. Starts from April, 2007, i know him on a theology school in Tengger, near Bromo mountain. I met him when i visit my brother, who entered on there too. Actually, i do believe about love at the first sight. Because it happens to me for sure. i love musician. I love a man who loves & takes God seriously. Directly, i thought that he's the one. He plays keyboard, he loves hillsong, he loves children. he sociable and generous. For all girls out there, who met him, definitely can't resist his charm.

      I'm not a kind of girl who make first approach to a man, but in this case, i did. I surely did. I borrowed my bro's phone, searching for his number, and tadaaa... text him every day. Send him a religious text. Simple text like good morning, God's quote, etc. I remembered how crazy i am about him that time. Unfortunately, he's a cool type of guy, & hard approachable by any woman. Until on Dec 2007, he asking for some help. He ask me to send him a Indonesian Idol form, but in that time, i was on Bali island. I did everything i can. and tadaaa.. he got it from me. He say thanks and after that time, we're getting closer & closer. Finally, at new year, 00.00, January 1st 2008, he ask me to be his "close-friend". He didn't ask as "girlfriend", not specifically like that, but when i know that i was his first "close" partner too, that "girlfriend" word no longer matter to us.

     Until this moment we're still together, through all the probs & issues together in God's presence.We've passed the winding roads, sharp turns, we used to broke up for several months until we find our way back again.There's one thing I always proud of him. He doesn't like men in general who likes to have fun all the time. He spends most of his time to serve God. Thats why, we do believe that our relationship will always be blessed because from the beginning, we include God in our relationships. Thanks God, i've found him.. he's the first & only man who can handle & know me so well. Love him to the moon & back :')

Since me on blonde hair

Back to black hair

4 years celebrates christmas together

Blessed :')

    Praise God. This week i feel extremely blessed. Last Thursday, i accompanying my boyfriend in his ministry on a spiritual warfare seminar. At first i completely feel like lost in nowhere, because its not my church, its totally different church. Different way on worship, praise, maybe because they use a lot of old covenant way & its different, totally different with my own church.  But forget about the difference, i feel blessed. A lot. The pastor tells us to be the world warrior. Because we know that, the world is getting worse and we have to keep our faith, be the light in the dark. Be the blessing in our surrounding.  

   On saturday, i come to a school of life seminar too. Beside accompanying my boyfriend ( FYI, my boyfriend lives on another city, so its really a precious time for me to be with him, especially in a church ministry ), i really want to go there because i want to increase my spiritual way, recharging & returning back my intimacy spirit with Him. at first, i didn't feel anything. I completely enjoy the seminar but there are few things that made me uncomfortable in that place. i didn't feel free to express how i miss Him. but after the seminar, i totally recharge & reborn. at my church connect group, at the first time, i shared to them & i cried. I told them that we have to renew & rebuild our intimacy with Him, every single day, every single time. He loves us so much, He wants us to be His soulmate. Share everything & put all of our worries on Him. I want to get close, and closer to the spirit of God. 

Nothing more beautiful than to be in God's presence...God is the source of the greatest joy I've ever had in life.. :')

" Lovely are Your dwelling places
Thirsty, I come after You
Jesus my joy, my reward, Your love's restoring my soul
Now I'm Yours and You are mine
and from my heart a song will rise

Reff :
I love You, I love You, I love You (3x)
and my heart will follow wholly after You

Jesus there's none beside you
Righteous, ruler of the earth
Nations will come and bow down
Name after all names I sing You praises
and all I can say to you is...

Dwelling places - Hillsong 

    Anyone who reads this post, believe me, u are never alone. Although the world left u, God never let go of his grip on your life .. because He loves u so much, He loves u unconditionally.. 

-I do love Jesus, because even though i deserve NOTHING, He gave me EVERYTHING-